Please note all scripture used is from NIV
My Journey As A Spiritual
Warrior
The
Oxford English dictionary defines a warrior as ‘a brave or experienced soldier
or fighter’ however when I think of woman warrior, I think of Xena, Warrior
Princess. In the TV show, Xena was tall, strong, wise, thoughtful, and protective
of friends, not vindictive nor was she easily angered. Xena never second
guessed herself and knew exactly what to say or do and more importantly, when
to say or do it – someone I thought was the complete opposite of me.
I read
this quote the other day. “We fail more often, not because of whom we are but
because of whom we think we aren’t”.
So often
we judge ourselves by who we think we aren’t instead of whom we are, or rather whose we are, in whom we are and who lives
within us.
Several
years ago, I had a revelation from God after reading these verses in Ephesians
6,
10 Finally,
be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the
full armour of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s
schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but
against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of
this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly
realms.13 Therefore put on the full armour of God, so that when the
day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have
done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth
buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in
place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes
from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the
shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of
the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the
Spirit, which is the word of God.
Over the
years I’ve heard a zillion sermons on the armour of God but none really spoke
to me. They were usually about putting on the armour of God and that always got
me wondering if we took it off, how we took it off and why. Or how do you actually put it on? So I did what I usually do when I get stuck
on something, I ask God what it’s all about. This is what I believe He said to
me. The Armour of God Is Jesus. All
of a sudden verses to support that idea came flooding into my head.
First of all, we are told to stand strong in His mighty power. We
are to trust that Jesus will do what He said He will and defend and protect us.
Psalm 118:14
The Lord is my strength and my defence; he has become my salvation.
We are not run about yelling or complaining
but rest in the Lord and in His mighty power.
Resting in the Lord doesn’t mean doing nothing but lay around, it means
to simply trust Him to be the Lord, our defender and the lifter of our
heads. Phil Drysdale says, “Spiritual
Warfare has nothing to do with fighting and everything to do with resting”
We already have the belt of truth
buckled around our waists.
Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes
to the Father except through me.
Just as a
belt holds your trousers up or shapes your dress, the truth of Jesus holds and
shapes our lives.
We have the breastplate of righteousness
in place.
It is
because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has
become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness
and redemption.
This breastplate
of righteousness is placed on our chests, to protect our hearts from the hurts
of the world. Yes, people we love and
trust will betray us but because of this breast plate we don’t hold on to that
hurt or allow it to wound us terminally.
An example of this is when Jesus was in the upper room and washed the
feet of his disciples. Jesus knew that
he would be betrayed by one of his disciples and the rest would desert or deny
Him but he physically demonstrated his love for them.
Our feet are fitted with the
readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
For to us
a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his
shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting
Father, Prince of Peace.
Gospel of
Peace means good news of peace. The good news of Jesus is with us all the
time. We can’t take a step without Jesus
being with us wherever we go. Which can be either comforting or very scary...
We are to take up the shield of faith.
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he
helps me. My heart leaps for
joy, and with my song I praise him.
The Lord
is my shield. He actually makes Himself our shields. We don’t have to carry on or beg Him to look
after us or protect us. It was God’s
decision from the beginning of time to protect us.
We are to
take up and put on the helmet
of salvation.
for, “Who
has known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we
have the mind of Christ.
We have
the mind of Christ! However, our minds are the place most of us forget to look
after. We forget to protect our minds
and because of this they can become a battlefield. We start to worry or doubt,
or maybe get concerned about what others think of us and we begin to feel
condemned. We need to actively take up
our helmet of salvation and remember according to Psalm 62:7 My salvation and
my honour depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
And also
take up the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
In the beginning was the
Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
And
Revelation
19:15
Coming
out of his mouth is a sharp sword with which to strike down the
nations
There are
two words here. Jesus is the Word (uppercase w) and the Bible is the
word (lowercase w). I need to wear Jesus
and I also need to pick him up daily and to wrap myself in Him from head to
toe. And not only that, I need to allow
Jesus to fully live in me...not just when I feel like it or when things are
tough but all the time.
And
because I know God has endless patience with me, I asked Him How do I practically
do that? I believe this is the
answer: Every morning when I wake up and
before putting my feet on the floor I acknowledge Jesus, thank Him for always
being there for me, for enveloping me like a glove and for living inside of me.
I also ask Him for eyes to see the things he is showing me, ears to hear what
he is saying, a heart to accept and a mind to understand it all.
I also
need to know the other word, the Bible, so I can stand up when I feel that the
enemy is attacking or oppressing me. Our battle isn’t against flesh and blood
but against the enemy. Jesus quoted scripture
when the devil tempted him in the desert and we can do the same. I’m also
learning to speak in faith. I admit that I struggle daily with trying to not be
negative and to pray blessings upon those who are my enemy or who hold things
against me. And at the end of the day,
all we can do is remember that in I John
4:4, John says You, dear children,
are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you
is greater than the one who is in the world.